Sometimes I do the dumbest things. Maybe not dumb ..... but definitely unwise. I have this problem with self control. I can normally have a little bit and be appropriate in society and relationships, however, add a drop of alcohol or temptation (even without the booze) and BOOM, yep I fuck it up. What often makes it worse is the honesty that I give out at the same time. Ask me a question? Yep, no filter, no self protection just absolute, blunt honesty irregardless of how it might hurt me in the end.
Thank God my last, uhm, slip(?) was a protected one. Sounds goofy to say that. I just have no idea how else to explain without tattling on myself. A trusted, loved person and surrounded by others that are loved and trusted .... ergo protected all around. I just think the best idea is to appoint a babysitter to me and keep me from myself ....
Is that possible?
Thank God my last, uhm, slip(?) was a protected one. Sounds goofy to say that. I just have no idea how else to explain without tattling on myself. A trusted, loved person and surrounded by others that are loved and trusted .... ergo protected all around. I just think the best idea is to appoint a babysitter to me and keep me from myself ....
Is that possible?
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